I was googling Twilight spoilers because I didn't feel like reading the other three books. I found this utube summary of the first book, which, if I had known about, I totally wouldn't have had to read the book! Ah well. My favorite part, though, was someone's comment down below:
"Though Jacob may be healthier, she can't live without Edward and I think Edward loves her a lot more. I mean **he's gone so long not killing her** " (emphasis mine.)
The thing is, I really think she was being sincere.